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My First Kambo Experience
It is a January morning in Costa Rica. I am at my shamans house to take the shamanic medicine called Kambo - a frog poison from the Amazon that makes you purge out of alignment vibrations and boosts your immune system. Like every medicine, I take it with an intention. This time that intention...Read More -
Beautiful Breakthrough
I have been through many periods in my life in which I felt stuck and suffered from depression. On the outside I looked successful: an award winning photographer who works for top-notch newspapers and magazines. Inside however, I felt horrible. I felt absolutely unlovable and measured my value by my success. Whenever a project was...Read More -
Will Psychedelics Heal Me?
I can’t tell you how many people I’ve worked with and hung out with who have said to me: "But I’ve tried Ayauascha or San Pedro or , I thought it was going to be the answer, but it wasn’t. I still feel the same." So what is the difference between someone...Read More -
From Avoidance to Arrival - My Story with Entheogens
Spirituality was something I came to out of necessity. My own ill-health, lack of authenticity, unfullillmet and the utter loneliness I was drowning in threw me into searching desperately for something to connect to. I had spent the majority of my life trying to escape myself, trying to be someone else, trying to escape the...Read More -
The Power of No - A Yopo Experience
I am sitting in a circle of strangers. In the center, a burning fire shines light on the faces of three shamans from the Kamayura tribe of Brazil. About 20 people from all around the world are gathered to experience the plant medicine called yopo. The so-called “seeds of the gods” come from a perennial tree...Read More -
The Sense in Sensitivity...
Have you ever been told that you're too sensitive? Do you see this as a weakness? Is your sensitivity something you try to withhold for the sake of others? Because it makes them uncomfortable? Your sensitivity is a strength, It’s where love and connection and belly laughs are born, Sensitivity is what allows us to feel...........deeply. There is...Read More -
Creating Everything Out of Nothing
Could you imagine if the most important thing we did every single day was nothing? Try it! Start your day doing absolutely nothing, not breathing, not meditating, not even watching your thoughts. Lie on a sofa, sit in a chair, lie in a hammock, a bed, on the floor and do absolutely nothing. When we...Read More -
Why a Drug Trip Will Not Change Your Life.
Several months ago I was high on MDMA and a microdose of LSD. The trip was mind-blowing, It brought me into my heart and into alignment with my inner wisdom. For the first time in my life I FULLY realised that I am never alone, that the universe carries me and Mother Earth always...Read More -
Will Drug Use Make Me Lose Touch With Reality?
We’ve all had some kind of incredible experience, a fun-infused holiday, a weekend of bliss, a secret, heart-pounding love affair or a moment of sublime, uninterrupted peace with that dreading and inevitable feeling lurking in the background that we must at some stage “get back to reality”. We believe that this blissful feeling or time...Read More -
CONSCIOUS DRUG USE
I am a conscious drug user. “Wait, what?”, you might ask. “The words “conscious” and "drug” in the same sentence? How does that go together? What does that mean?” WELL, I AM GLAD YOU ASKED. It means that I use drugs to expand my consciousness, to get to know myself better and to understand how we create...Read More -
Out of Control....Into Myself
I began to distance myself from her, this dark shadow who shrouded my light This enraged her, she defiantly held her ground After a lifetime of wholehearted and obedient service to her, I began to observe her, I questioned her role. Who might I be without her? Without my control? This thought terrified me Who would I become...Read More -
The Gift of Unconditional Love
(inspired by microdosing LSD) You came into my world. You came into my soul. It seemed like forever that I had been waiting for unconditional love. And there you were offering it to me—freely. I took it for a moment and held you and your love in my arms. It felt incredible. But there was a little girl inside...Read More -
8 Steps to Stop Following Steps
(Inspired by MDMA) The internet is filled with step-by-step guides to help you reach any goal you want. They tell you how to make yourself rich in five steps or how to become a happier person in seven steps. You can find a 10-step plan to fight depression or a 12-step guide to your spiritual awakening....Read More -
Thank You For The Pain
(inspired by MDMA) I am standing here with both feet in the ocean. The sun shines on me and lightens up my darkest shadow. I close my eyes. I feel incredible gratitude for this moment and everything it holds. Magic surrounds me. I feel the beauty of Mother Earth. I see how perfectly imperfect she is. In this...Read More -
ADDICTION VS. SYMBIOSIS
Let’s talk about addiction. Do you share the common belief that drugs are addictive? WHAT IF I TOLD YOU THAT MOST DRUGS ARE NOT? I’m talking about substances such as LSD, MDMA, psilocybin mushrooms, DMT, Ketamine, Marihuana and even alcohol, coffee and tobacco. Before you think I am crazy, hear me out. I know that thousands of people...Read More -
A Letter To My Anger
(inspired by an MDMA trip) Dear Anger, You have been with me for so long, constantly by my side trying to protect me from harm. You were there to remind me of my strength in times when I felt powerless. Countless times I have tried to ignore you. Others told me that there is no space for...Read More -
Being Brave; It’s Not What You Think.
(Inspired by LSD) Others look at my life, see me traveling around the world alone and think I am fearless. So, they conclude that I must be very courageous as they feel they would not have the guts to do the same. I hear them say, “You’re brave. Courageous.” Courage is the strength to overcome one’s fears....Read More -
Nothing, The Bravest Thing I've Ever Done
No was a word my mouth uttered often while my heart, feeling wildly differently, remained silently crushed in the background. No, to invitations, no to weekends away, no to fun, to support, to help, to love. No to life. Why always No? I wanted to say Yes but felt I needed time to do the things I...Read More -
Dear Masculine, A Letter
(inspired by microdosing LSD) Dear Masculine, I am your often forgotten counterpart, the Feminine. Do you remember me? I am the nothingness, the black hole, the empty space between matter. Out of non-existence, I give birth to existence. Out of darkness, I give birth to ideas, visions, and creations. While you are the action, I am the knowing....Read More -
Another Way to Love (Polyamory)
(inspired from psilocybin mushrooms) It happened in Portugal in the summer of 2014. I had spent the whole night with Peter. We were cuddling in the morning hours when somebody knocked on the door. It was his partner and mother of his son, Iris. She wanted to speak to me. Scared and not knowing what to...Read More -
MICRODOSING - EVERYTHING YOU NEED TO KNOW
MICRODOSING WHY MICRODOSE? Microdosing can lead to profound internal shifts. What does it feel like to Microdose? It feels like you have come home. It feels like being centred in...Read More -
Loneliness
Loneliness is not a lack of company, loneliness is a lack of connection. Loneliness is keeping yourself locked inside in the presence of others. Loneliness is suppressing yourself when you need to be seen, to be heard. Loneliness is hiding parts of you who long to break through, Denying the parts of who long to connect, long to...Read More -
In Choosing Pain, She Found Freedom.
(inspired by Kambo) All of her life she had been trying to run away from pain. She went from place to place, traveled around the world to find her joy. But like a loyal companion the pain followed her wherever she went. She entered relationships and friendships hoping that this time it would be better: More...Read More -
I Raped Myself a Thousand Times.
(inspired by Rapé) I was my own abuser. With nearly every man I have ever had sex with, with each one of my former boyfriends, there were countless moments of me wanting to say “No.” No, I do not want to have sex right now. No, it does not turn me on when you do that. No,...Read More -
Taking The Ego Out of Yoga
I sat in my living room, cross legged at the top of the mat. Breathing, connecting with my heart, connecting with my body, connecting with my mind. My heart decided it was time my mind took a back seat and allowed my body to take the lead. Mind: I’m going to give you autonomy today,...Read More -
Pain
Pain is the suppression of our emotions, it is the denial of our authenticity. It is our forbidden desires, denied, rejected, stepped upon and forced to the depths of our soul, anchored by the weight of shame, guilt and renunciation and commanded by fear never to re-surface. Acknowledging our pain and allowing these desires, sanctions the pain, releasing its grip. When...Read More -
There Is Nothing Wrong With You
Listen to the audio file here What if I told you there is nothing wrong with you? Nothing…nothing at all. What if you took on that belief? What would your life look like? What would you be propelled to do? What would need to let go of? What is the belief that there is something...Read More -
Dear Family, I Have Lost My Mind
(inspired by MDMA) Dear Family, Yes, I have lost my mind. At least those parts of my mind that kept me from being free. That’s how I now find the courage to do what I always wanted to do: be me, live life to the fullest, and share my truth with the world. I’m losing my prison, and...Read More -
When Freedom Becomes Lonely and Love Becomes Imprisoning
(Inspired by MDMA) Look at me from the outside. I seem free like a bird—always looking for the next adventure, the next destination to travel to, the next unconventional thing to try out. And now look at me from the inside. Look beyond the aspects of myself that I have already freed and that are empowered. You will...Read More -
MICRODOSING MUSHROOMS
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PSILOCYBIN DEPRESSION
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PSILOCYBIN RETREATS
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Psychedelic Therapy
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Psilocybin Therapy
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Privacy Policy of www.awholenewhigh.com This Application collects some Personal Data from its Users. Owner and Data Controllers Alice Smeets, Monschauerstrasse 108, 4700 Eupen, Belgium. Kerrie O'Reilly, 60 Pebble Bay, Wicklow Town, Co. Wicklow, Ireland. Owner contact email: inspire@awholenewhigh.com Types of Data collected Among the types of Personal Data that this Application collects, by itself or through third parties, there are: first...Read More
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My First Kambo Experience
It is a January morning in Costa Rica. I am at my shamans house to take the shamanic medicine called Kambo - a frog poison from the Amazon that makes you purge out of alignment vibrations and boosts your immune system. Like every medicine, I take it with an intention. This time that intention...Read More
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Beautiful Breakthrough
I have been through many periods in my life in which I felt stuck and suffered from depression. On the outside I looked successful: an award winning photographer who works for top-notch newspapers and magazines. Inside however, I felt horrible. I felt absolutely unlovable and measured my value by my success. Whenever a project was...Read More
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Will Psychedelics Heal Me?
I can’t tell you how many people I’ve worked with and hung out with who have said to me: "But I’ve tried Ayauascha or San Pedro or , I thought it was going to be the answer, but it wasn’t. I still feel the same." So what is the difference between someone...Read More
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From Avoidance to Arrival - My Story with Entheogens
Spirituality was something I came to out of necessity. My own ill-health, lack of authenticity, unfullillmet and the utter loneliness I was drowning in threw me into searching desperately for something to connect to. I had spent the majority of my life trying to escape myself, trying to be someone else, trying to escape the...Read More
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The Power of No - A Yopo Experience
I am sitting in a circle of strangers. In the center, a burning fire shines light on the faces of three shamans from the Kamayura tribe of Brazil. About 20 people from all around the world are gathered to experience the plant medicine called yopo. The so-called “seeds of the gods” come from a perennial tree...Read More
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The Sense in Sensitivity...
Have you ever been told that you're too sensitive? Do you see this as a weakness? Is your sensitivity something you try to withhold for the sake of others? Because it makes them uncomfortable? Your sensitivity is a strength, It’s where love and connection and belly laughs are born, Sensitivity is what allows us to feel...........deeply. There is...Read More
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Creating Everything Out of Nothing
Could you imagine if the most important thing we did every single day was nothing? Try it! Start your day doing absolutely nothing, not breathing, not meditating, not even watching your thoughts. Lie on a sofa, sit in a chair, lie in a hammock, a bed, on the floor and do absolutely nothing. When we...Read More
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Why a Drug Trip Will Not Change Your Life.
Several months ago I was high on MDMA and a microdose of LSD. The trip was mind-blowing, It brought me into my heart and into alignment with my inner wisdom. For the first time in my life I FULLY realised that I am never alone, that the universe carries me and Mother Earth always...Read More
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Will Drug Use Make Me Lose Touch With Reality?
We’ve all had some kind of incredible experience, a fun-infused holiday, a weekend of bliss, a secret, heart-pounding love affair or a moment of sublime, uninterrupted peace with that dreading and inevitable feeling lurking in the background that we must at some stage “get back to reality”. We believe that this blissful feeling or time...Read More
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CONSCIOUS DRUG USE
I am a conscious drug user. “Wait, what?”, you might ask. “The words “conscious” and "drug” in the same sentence? How does that go together? What does that mean?” WELL, I AM GLAD YOU ASKED. It means that I use drugs to expand my consciousness, to get to know myself better and to understand how we create...Read More
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Out of Control....Into Myself
I began to distance myself from her, this dark shadow who shrouded my light This enraged her, she defiantly held her ground After a lifetime of wholehearted and obedient service to her, I began to observe her, I questioned her role. Who might I be without her? Without my control? This thought terrified me Who would I become...Read More
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The Gift of Unconditional Love
(inspired by microdosing LSD) You came into my world. You came into my soul. It seemed like forever that I had been waiting for unconditional love. And there you were offering it to me—freely. I took it for a moment and held you and your love in my arms. It felt incredible. But there was a little girl inside...Read More
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8 Steps to Stop Following Steps
(Inspired by MDMA) The internet is filled with step-by-step guides to help you reach any goal you want. They tell you how to make yourself rich in five steps or how to become a happier person in seven steps. You can find a 10-step plan to fight depression or a 12-step guide to your spiritual awakening....Read More
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Thank You For The Pain
(inspired by MDMA) I am standing here with both feet in the ocean. The sun shines on me and lightens up my darkest shadow. I close my eyes. I feel incredible gratitude for this moment and everything it holds. Magic surrounds me. I feel the beauty of Mother Earth. I see how perfectly imperfect she is. In this...Read More
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ADDICTION VS. SYMBIOSIS
Let’s talk about addiction. Do you share the common belief that drugs are addictive? WHAT IF I TOLD YOU THAT MOST DRUGS ARE NOT? I’m talking about substances such as LSD, MDMA, psilocybin mushrooms, DMT, Ketamine, Marihuana and even alcohol, coffee and tobacco. Before you think I am crazy, hear me out. I know that thousands of people...Read More
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A Letter To My Anger
(inspired by an MDMA trip) Dear Anger, You have been with me for so long, constantly by my side trying to protect me from harm. You were there to remind me of my strength in times when I felt powerless. Countless times I have tried to ignore you. Others told me that there is no space for...Read More
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Being Brave; It’s Not What You Think.
(Inspired by LSD) Others look at my life, see me traveling around the world alone and think I am fearless. So, they conclude that I must be very courageous as they feel they would not have the guts to do the same. I hear them say, “You’re brave. Courageous.” Courage is the strength to overcome one’s fears....Read More
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Nothing, The Bravest Thing I've Ever Done
No was a word my mouth uttered often while my heart, feeling wildly differently, remained silently crushed in the background. No, to invitations, no to weekends away, no to fun, to support, to help, to love. No to life. Why always No? I wanted to say Yes but felt I needed time to do the things I...Read More
-
Dear Masculine, A Letter
(inspired by microdosing LSD) Dear Masculine, I am your often forgotten counterpart, the Feminine. Do you remember me? I am the nothingness, the black hole, the empty space between matter. Out of non-existence, I give birth to existence. Out of darkness, I give birth to ideas, visions, and creations. While you are the action, I am the knowing....Read More
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Another Way to Love (Polyamory)
(inspired from psilocybin mushrooms) It happened in Portugal in the summer of 2014. I had spent the whole night with Peter. We were cuddling in the morning hours when somebody knocked on the door. It was his partner and mother of his son, Iris. She wanted to speak to me. Scared and not knowing what to...Read More
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MICRODOSING - EVERYTHING YOU NEED TO KNOW
MICRODOSING WHY MICRODOSE? Microdosing can lead to profound internal shifts. What does it feel like to Microdose? It feels like you have come home. It feels like being centred in...Read More
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Loneliness
Loneliness is not a lack of company, loneliness is a lack of connection. Loneliness is keeping yourself locked inside in the presence of others. Loneliness is suppressing yourself when you need to be seen, to be heard. Loneliness is hiding parts of you who long to break through, Denying the parts of who long to connect, long to...Read More
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In Choosing Pain, She Found Freedom.
(inspired by Kambo) All of her life she had been trying to run away from pain. She went from place to place, traveled around the world to find her joy. But like a loyal companion the pain followed her wherever she went. She entered relationships and friendships hoping that this time it would be better: More...Read More
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I Raped Myself a Thousand Times.
(inspired by Rapé) I was my own abuser. With nearly every man I have ever had sex with, with each one of my former boyfriends, there were countless moments of me wanting to say “No.” No, I do not want to have sex right now. No, it does not turn me on when you do that. No,...Read More
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Taking The Ego Out of Yoga
I sat in my living room, cross legged at the top of the mat. Breathing, connecting with my heart, connecting with my body, connecting with my mind. My heart decided it was time my mind took a back seat and allowed my body to take the lead. Mind: I’m going to give you autonomy today,...Read More
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Pain
Pain is the suppression of our emotions, it is the denial of our authenticity. It is our forbidden desires, denied, rejected, stepped upon and forced to the depths of our soul, anchored by the weight of shame, guilt and renunciation and commanded by fear never to re-surface. Acknowledging our pain and allowing these desires, sanctions the pain, releasing its grip. When...Read More
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There Is Nothing Wrong With You
Listen to the audio file here What if I told you there is nothing wrong with you? Nothing…nothing at all. What if you took on that belief? What would your life look like? What would you be propelled to do? What would need to let go of? What is the belief that there is something...Read More
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Dear Family, I Have Lost My Mind
(inspired by MDMA) Dear Family, Yes, I have lost my mind. At least those parts of my mind that kept me from being free. That’s how I now find the courage to do what I always wanted to do: be me, live life to the fullest, and share my truth with the world. I’m losing my prison, and...Read More
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When Freedom Becomes Lonely and Love Becomes Imprisoning
(Inspired by MDMA) Look at me from the outside. I seem free like a bird—always looking for the next adventure, the next destination to travel to, the next unconventional thing to try out. And now look at me from the inside. Look beyond the aspects of myself that I have already freed and that are empowered. You will...Read More
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MICRODOSING MUSHROOMS
Read More
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PSILOCYBIN DEPRESSION
Read More
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PSILOCYBIN RETREATS
Read More
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Psychedelic Therapy
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Psilocybin Therapy
Read More
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TRIP SITTING
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OVERCOMING DEPRESSION
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Privacy Policy
Privacy Policy of www.awholenewhigh.com This Application collects some Personal Data from its Users. Owner and Data Controllers Alice Smeets, Monschauerstrasse 108, 4700 Eupen, Belgium. Kerrie O'Reilly, 60 Pebble Bay, Wicklow Town, Co. Wicklow, Ireland. Owner contact email: inspire@awholenewhigh.com Types of Data collected Among the types of Personal Data that this Application collects, by itself or through third parties, there are: first...Read More
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Will Psychedelics Heal Me?
I can’t tell you how many people I’ve worked with and hung out with who have said to me: “But I’ve tried Ayauascha or San Pedro or [fill in the...
The Power of No – A Yopo Experience
I am sitting in a circle of strangers. In the center, a burning fire shines light on the faces of three shamans from the Kamayura tribe of Brazil. About 20...
Why a Drug Trip Will Not Change Your Life.
Several months ago I was high on MDMA and a microdose of LSD. The trip was mind-blowing, It brought me into my heart and into alignment with my inner wisdom....
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My First Kambo Experience
Alice DeaBoundaries, Kambo, Personal ExperiencesBoundaries, ceremony, connection, inner child, kambo, shaman
It is a January morning in Costa Rica. I am at my shamans house to take the shamanic medicine called Kambo – a frog poison from the Amazon that makes...
Will Psychedelics Heal Me?
I can’t tell you how many people I’ve worked with and hung out with who have said to me: “But I’ve tried Ayauascha or San Pedro or [fill in the...
The Power of No – A Yopo Experience
I am sitting in a circle of strangers. In the center, a burning fire shines light on the faces of three shamans from the Kamayura tribe of Brazil. About 20...
MDMA MUSINGS
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8 Steps to Stop Following Steps
(Inspired by MDMA) The internet is filled with step-by-step guides to help you reach any goal you want. They tell you how to make yourself rich in five steps or how to become a happier person in seven steps. You can find a 10-step plan to fight depression or a 12-step guide to your spiritual awakening....Read More
-
Thank You For The Pain
(inspired by MDMA) I am standing here with both feet in the ocean. The sun shines on me and lightens up my darkest shadow. I close my eyes. I feel incredible gratitude for this moment and everything it holds. Magic surrounds me. I feel the beauty of Mother Earth. I see how perfectly imperfect she is. In this...Read More
-
A Letter To My Anger
(inspired by an MDMA trip) Dear Anger, You have been with me for so long, constantly by my side trying to protect me from harm. You were there to remind me of my strength in times when I felt powerless. Countless times I have tried to ignore you. Others told me that there is no space for...Read More
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Dear Family, I Have Lost My Mind
(inspired by MDMA) Dear Family, Yes, I have lost my mind. At least those parts of my mind that kept me from being free. That’s how I now find the courage to do what I always wanted to do: be me, live life to the fullest, and share my truth with the world. I’m losing my prison, and...Read More
-
When Freedom Becomes Lonely and Love Becomes Imprisoning
(Inspired by MDMA) Look at me from the outside. I seem free like a bird—always looking for the next adventure, the next destination to travel to, the next unconventional thing to try out. And now look at me from the inside. Look beyond the aspects of myself that I have already freed and that are empowered. You will...Read More
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