MDMA

Hello, my name is Methylenedioxymethamphetamine, in short: MDMA. One of my many nicknames is Molly. Sometimes people combine me with other substances and call me Ecstasy. I was born in 1912 in Germany without anyone realizing my potential. I was completely underutilized until my godfather Russian scientist Alexander “Sasha” Shulgin revived me in 1976. He recognized me as a tool for psychotherapy. I delivered incredible results, saved many marriages from divorce, healed PTSD, anxiety disorders and depression. Later I was heavily used as a party drug by the mainstream which then led to my prohibition.

I AM THE SUN. I AM THE LOVE. I AM THE BLISS. I ALLOW YOU TO MEET AND FALL IN LOVE WITH ALL OF YOURSELF.

I open you up to love to such a degree that you will lose all of your judgment. Through my eyes, you see your ego defense mechanisms and understand why you created them in the first place. With my help you can choose if you are ready to let them go with softness and understanding. I promise I will not make you suffer.

You know that every single experience of your life is stored in your memory? I can make you access all of it… your birth, the time you spend in your mothers womb, your childhood, your teenage years and more. I can show you the reasons why you chose to forget painful or also joyful moments. Because I take away your fight and flight response towards past traumatic experiences, regressing into painful memories that usually seem too scary for you to approach becomes a whole lot easier, almost inviting at times. This gives you the opportunity to finish unfinished experiences and process unprocessed emotions with little to no fear. A sense of liberation comes as a result.

I hold you in my arms and nurture you like a loving mother. In fact, I flood your body with the exact hormones that are formed during a secure bond between mother and child. This feeling of love will give you the safety and trust you need to let yourself fall into all of your emotions, especially those that seem scary.

NOT ONLY WILL YOU REMEMBER YOUR INNER CHILD, YOU WILL HAVE THE CHANCE TO FULLY BECOME YOUR INNER CHILD ONCE AGAIN.

I allow you to relive beauty and your deepest pain but because you feel held by my soft hug it will not feel as hurtful this time. Reawakening your childhood dreams, I let your creativity, playfulness and joy surface. I open your eyes to the heavenliness that resides in every little thing – even in sorrow. If you are ready, I can show you empathy for others, especially for those who hurt you badly. But if you need to release anger first, I will hold you while you scream.

But to share a little secret with you… I am actually not doing any of that, YOU are doing it all. I simply activate your inner healer who lets the different aspects of the self communicate with each other. That is why I have been proven to be highly capable of assisting the treatment of PTSD, Depression, Anxiety Disorders and Neuroses, while I also help to restore love and understanding in relationships.

People take me to party because they want to benefit from the feeling of love and bliss I offer them access to. Using me to escape your life, to get away from problems and fears will give you a momentary relief, but this form of unaware consumption is highly addictive. If you use me too often I can mess with your neurotransmitters and lessen the production of serotonin in your brain. While I have wonderful effects when you dose me right, I can be seriously health deteriorating and even deadly if you overdose me.

People love to dance with me because I release their resistance to let loose. But that is by far not my greatest power.

If you take me for inner exploration in a safe environment, you will find a whole new world of self-love, empathy, feeling, allowing, acceptance and liberation. I take away your resistance to feel and you will be able to see the truth. This experience will bring you back into alignment with your purpose and true wishes. Please do not abuse me and get to know my strength by experiencing me in this much more profound way.

I unite your body, mind and soul, and unlock the key to your fundamental being. I bring you in touch with your inner power. You will see when and why you lost it to self-doubt.

BUT MY MOST BEAUTIFUL GIFT IS THAT OF ABSOLUTE CLARITY. UNDER MY INFLUENCE, ANSWERS TO QUESTIONS YOU’VE STRUGGLED TO FIND RESOLVE FOR, WILL FLOW.

You will rarely feel a loss of control if you take me with the intention of introspection, in the right quantity and in an environment that makes you feel safe. I highly advise you to work with an entheogenic guide to help guide you through past trauma when needed and to communicate with the different aspects of the self when they reveal themselves allowing you maximum exposure to my potential.

While I touch you within, you are able to release resistance to everything that is. Like the rays of the warm sun, I invite you to say “yes” to life. I help you to release the emotional burdens you carry on your shoulders, so not only can your life become lighter but you can move forward without the limiting self-restrictions that previously held you back. My offer is one of positive consciousness, vitality, enthusiasm and deep joy. Through my eyes you will see why you are absolutely lovable and perfect the way you are in every moment.

And whenever you are ready I can give you a taste of what true enlightenment feels like.

Thanks for getting to know me. Let’s Fly!

Your’s truly,

MDMA